fkiblaze said:
how are you a virgin if you get hit on by black women a lot, did you not like them in the past?
I have a problem with being indecisive and procrastinating I'm taking new steps to improve my life. I also wasn't employed until a month after turning 26 years old. Then I didn't have the privacy of having my own place until 4 years later.
I'm actually more handsome than I was a decade plus ago. And to this day I still get attention by some Black chicks. It's not all aggressive all the time but it's there.
But I didn't feel bad about not doing enough with my life time for the grandpa if I really wanted to I could probably have a presence on social media and create funny and or interesting stuff. In the past couple years I've had a problem with like I don't even like watch a lot of movies or anime or play a lot of video games things that could give me like geek cred or something. I keep having a goal of like every week I should watch at least like two or three anime episodes and then like stick with it and then review them online to sort of develop my taste even if no one's watching or reading my review material.