TrveAmon said:
Are you reading yourself ? It seems like you have a problem with porn period, this isn't about blacked or GB.
Stop putting the blame of what is happening in your life for your behavior, from what Ive seen you've been at it for quite some time now, even before your tragic loss, I'm sorry this happened to you but everyone has their own problem that we must deal with, like, shit happens to you IRL and the only thing you think about is getting back at some fucking retard doing blacked ? I think it's time for you to wake up, there are more important things in life, you really need to realize how much all of this became a huge part of your life and it's very unhealthy, you are obsessed, so obsessed you are using the death of your grandmother as an excuse, exposing your private life to random strangers on a kink forum, you should be ashamed.
Please log off and get your shit together.
BlutWieEisen said:
Wanting others to hurt because you're hurting is exactly the type of mentality that's kept you trapped in this loop you've been stuck in for years now. I used crude language at the time your father passed and have apologized to you since, because I regret the words I used and it didn't adhere to my beliefs. That said, I do still think that your initial reaction to great grief in your private life should not involve online raceplay porn in any capacity, and that it's telling in regards to the headspace you find yourself in.
I am sorry that you're down on your luck. I hope things get better for you career-wise and that your grandmother receives the burial she deserves. But take it as a warning that the longer you continue down this path of self-destruction, the more you'll find yourself standing alone. Addiction doesn't stop, it only takes more until you have nothing left to give. Find peace.
I don’t know why either of you think this is the only interest I have in life. This is the only one you hear about because the other ones are not relevant on a website dedicated to Bleached. Should I just start making posts lamenting the 747 going extinct? Since I’m a plane nerd, should I just start making threads about them?
People who have gotten to know me outside of here know there’s much more to me than just this. So of course all of my posts are going to be about Bleached and things relevant to it.
But it’s good to see that when I try to get away from all the shit piling on IRL, I get shit on virtually too.
All I said was a piece of shit artist we hate was successfully broken into doing white content. I thought you’d find it amusing but instead it’s devolved into talking about how obsessed I am, even though I had gone dormant for months, still not enough.