xdude15 said:
I can only speak about my own experience, basically cuck shit begins when you couple deeply rooted insecurities with porn addiction. Being porn addicted means you will move from one porn category to another to get that dopamine hit, because one type of porn becomes boring at one point and you start searching for something more edgy, more shocking to give you that high, and this will inevitably lead to cuck porn. Now, I've always been insecure about a lot of things, and even though i used to feel a lot like you about it, confused, disgusted and heartbroken that such a thing exists, and more precisely that it is often directed towards people like me, that is , shy, nerdy, not very masculine guys, it kinda started to haunt me and take my insecurities and anxieties regarding relationships to an even worse state. I still hate cuck shit and realise how sad horrifying it is, but sadly at one point i reached a level of complete demoralization and, when you get horny...congratulations, you unlocked a new fetish.
Now it feels impossible to cure myself of it, even though I tried multiple times and have had some improvements here and there, but i always end up coming back to it. It's so addictive, precisely because it hits you where it hurts. It's humiliating and evil. It's crazy when I think about it, that one of the things that used to make me want end myself in my younger years is now one of the things that turns me on the most. It's terrible to love something that slowly destroys you, I don't wouldn't wish for anyone to go through this kind of thing. It basically hijacked my mind, even though I resisted it for so long.
I think the actual best cure for a kink degenerate fetish eating away at you is to identity exactly what makes you feel inadequate or anxious (or whatever, maybe you have a weird fetish for musk or bbws and you notice you’re a slob irl, maybe clean yourself up). You said you are shy, nerdy and not very masculine. Maybe you should try and alter that. You don’t have to become gigachad, or change dramatically, simply be a slight bit more outgoing and sociable in your ordinary day, and maybe get into fitness and find a hobby that’s a little hands on, this’ll give you the feeling of being more masculine without pretending to be some kind of fake alpha male chad bro idiot.
Who knows, doing these things might relieve that feeling of inadequacy and anxiety that ntr likely preys on and the next time you find yourself horny (and stupid) , you might actually feel a lot more disgusted at the prospect that someone like you (who by that point I assume is more confident, less nerdy, and more masculine in a healthy normal way) is somehow the target audience of fake porn. Don’t try and do it all at once too, take little steps and don’t bash yourself for failing or succumbing to watching something bad for you, this happens in all things, such as failing a diet or failing at anything in life. Why do we fail? So we can try again. Why do we fall? So we can get back up.
Remember ntr and cuckold porn may as well all be propaganda and is most certainly staged most of the time if not outright fake. So always keep it at the back of your mind that it’s made with the intention of corrupting you. My thing when browsing porn and I see something like ntr/cuck or blacked or anything like that I just think to myself “that’s gay, it’s for gays, I’m not gay I’ll pass” and it works not because I hate gay people but because I am not gay, and I just use gay as a general insult. You can call it stupid or whatever it doesn’t matter. Generally a good idea when combating addictions and mental health issues is to get healthy in other ways, such as physically healthy or spiritually healthy.
